when time and confusion collide

the name is vanessa but everybody calls me van. estranged ex-NJCanoeist of 2004/05 K2-500m. I'm a WSO (FIGHTER) trainee and I'm doing my BA(Hons) English and Politics in the University of York. I like fast cars, literature, art and tulips. I cannot cook. When I was younger I wanted to be an astronaut. I am hopeless at math or anything remotely related to formulae. I detest parsley. I love the colour burgundy. My Macbook is my bestfriend and I've played with Macs since I was 15 so no, I didn't jump on the bandwagon. I have lofty dreams but I'm often afraid to chase them. I don't get angry I get disappointed. I intend to learn Spanish and German. Oh, and I think Liverpool kicksmajorass - I am not a fair-weathered fan. I think ambiguity is beautiful.

DECEMBRE/DECIEMBRE/DECEMBRO
02 -- Thong's bday
05 -- Shumin's bday
07 -- Howeeeeee's bday
08 -- Daddy's bday
09 -- Commsparade!
11 -- Politics exam, snowball
14 -- MY bday!!
15 -- End of term!!!!!!!! To London.
17 -- 07
18 -- Flying home!
19 -- Touchdown 1855 SQ321
30 -- Back to London

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Lyrics by: The Fray

You never looked so good
As you did lastnight
Underneath the city lights
There walking with your friend
Laughing at the moon
I swear you looked right through me
But I'm still livin' with your goodbye
And you're just goin' on with your life

How can you just walk on by
Without one tear in your eye
Don't you have the slightest feelings left for me
Maybe that's just your way
Of dealing with the pain
Forgetting everything between our rise and fall
Like we never loved at all

Faith Hill & Tim Mcgraw - Like We Never Loved At All

Sniff this song is just terribly saaaaad. Makes me sniffle. Ahhh I was totally sleepy at work today. Kept zonking out. Must be the effects of the antibiotics. Tried to do Advanced Sudoku. It's SO HARD!!!!! Nearly shredded my brain.

OH I GOT A CREEPY CALL TODAY WTFWTF. Ask me about it if you wanna know I can't bear to type it here cos I'm soooo freaked out! Called Guofeng immediately to tell him about it and we were so.. disgusted. OH MY GOD I'm gonna carry a weapon wherever I go now. I WISH I HAD MY PISTOL (but then again I can't shoot a pistol properly so pahh). OKAY I WISH I HAD MY SAR21. Or my bayonet!

You, I hear you're doin' fine
Seems like you're doin' well
As far as I can tell
Time is leaving us behind
Another week has passed
And still I haven't laughed yet
So tell me what your secret is
To letting go, letting go like you did, like you did

I love country!