Woke up today feeling very awful. Had cramps so curled up in bed with a big rubber hotwaterbottle :( Cancelled my facial. Gah. Maybe I'll go another day or something.

Packing is a real pain in the ass. It's not a matter of not enough space or baggage limit - I have 120kg since my parents are flying with me and we each can get upgraded to 40kg - but it's the problem of how to bloody carry everything. Plus we're gonna be touring London first and I don't wanna bring too many things I suppose. After all, I'm coming back in december. Then there's my MOM who buys like 2958963896 types of foodstuff for me to bring there I'm like wtffffff like there's no food in UK? grrtjsffsspfffbt.

Then there's the stupid thing called INSURANCE. Yes everyone's going on and on about how important it is... rainyday blahblah but honestly.. asking me to decide which company and which policies when I'm at a very nascent age of 18 comes up with nothing but a big fat blur. HOW am I supposed to make a decision when right now my biggest concern is getting firstclass or secondupper? Yeah - narrow-minded, I know, but honestly, it seems as if I'm being asked to grow up too fast and I'm not sure if I'm prepared for it.

I'm stressed :(