Today was a very emotional day. OUR last day together before I fly and.. I cried buckets. It didn't help that he dragged his mom down to the florist in the morning to buy me the most GINORMOUS bouquet of flowers and totally surprised me when I went over to his place. TULIPS AND LILIES my two favourite flowers ohmygod..
Sigh darlingyy I know you'll only get to read this like two weeks later but I really appreciate everything these 4 months (and counting). I'm really so overwhelmed everytime I see and smell the flowers.. knowing that I can't look forward to weekends anymore cos you won't be around. Then two weeks later you'll be jetting over to Taiwan.. which really SUCKSBIGTIME sigh. I wanted to take photos today but my eyes were all puffy and red and I just looked a total mess so.. no photos. I'll always remember that last final hug outside your place (with your mom and your maid looking on haha) and it'll always be etched in my mind as I head over there. Really, no words can express. Loveyoulots.
Ah and this song couldn't be more apt, really.
All my bags are packed
I'm ready to go (EH FAR FROM READY LAR)
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin'
This early mornin'
The taxi's waitin'
He's blowin' his horn -- THIS WAS EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED TODAY.
Already I'm so lonesome I could cry
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again (DECEMBER)
Oh babe I hate to go
Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back
I'll wear your wedding ring
In four years time yes? Being a bit idealistic here.. but oh well :)
Thanks too to IJ 4/3 people for that little farewell lunch yesterday. Appreciate it lots. Love all of you.
Vanessa Lim 2:39 p. m.
Sigh darlingyy I know you'll only get to read this like two weeks later but I really appreciate everything these 4 months (and counting). I'm really so overwhelmed everytime I see and smell the flowers.. knowing that I can't look forward to weekends anymore cos you won't be around. Then two weeks later you'll be jetting over to Taiwan.. which really SUCKSBIGTIME sigh. I wanted to take photos today but my eyes were all puffy and red and I just looked a total mess so.. no photos. I'll always remember that last final hug outside your place (with your mom and your maid looking on haha) and it'll always be etched in my mind as I head over there. Really, no words can express. Loveyoulots.