twenty years it's breaking you down
the name is vanessa but everybody calls me van. estranged ex-NJCanoeist of 2004/05 K2-500m. I'm a WSO (FIGHTER) trainee and I'm doing my BA(Hons) English and Politics in the University of York. I like fast cars, literature, art and tulips. I cannot cook. When I was younger I wanted to be an astronaut. I am hopeless at math or anything remotely related to formulae. I detest parsley. I love the colour burgundy. My Macbook is my bestfriend and I've played with Macs since I was 15 so no, I didn't jump on the bandwagon. I have lofty dreams but I'm often afraid to chase them. I don't get angry I get disappointed. I intend to learn Spanish and German. Oh, and I think Liverpool kicksmajorass - I am not a fair-weathered fan. I think ambiguity is beautiful.


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jueves, agosto 31, 2006
I just finished updating my September calender at the sidebar, and it suddenly dawns on me that I only have slightly over three weeks before I leave. Which means I'll see him at best six more times each weekend. It's only 25 days away.

I have yet to do my visa cos they don't accept faxed acceptance letters. Accommodation is in the midst of settling. Orientation is not settled either. Packing, buying stuff.. FUCK it's all un-done. I can't believe I was still living in denial. Helpppp. Fine, I'm damn slow okay - I only just realised that I'm so unprepared.

Today I stopped by NJ after work to pass Mr Low my donation to the team. Ended up having a chat with Mr Yong in the 2ndfloor staffroom. His desk - omg his freaking desk. It is the EPITOME of messy, I swear. The only workspace he has is *just* sufficient for his laptop. CAN YOU IMAGINE?? Doing your work in a laptop-sized area of table? I asked him what if he doesn't need his laptop, he replied as if it was damn obvious "I just close the laptop and use it as a backing, lor!" Shit. You guys should see the desk man. It has knolls and mountains of paper paper and more paper, and he even claimed that he had just thrown a lot of stuff away. Oh and this is classic - "I don't know why you know! The paper just keeps accumulating and I don't know what to do!!!" O_O Mr Yong is the last person I'd expect to have a messy (and that is an understatement) desk. After that, he sent me a msg wishing me all the best in my studies.

Wah, how bloody unexpected..
Vanessa Lim 1:25 p. m.