twenty years it's breaking you down
the name is vanessa but everybody calls me van. estranged ex-NJCanoeist of 2004/05 K2-500m. I'm a WSO (FIGHTER) trainee and I'm doing my BA(Hons) English and Politics in the University of York. I like fast cars, literature, art and tulips. I cannot cook. When I was younger I wanted to be an astronaut. I am hopeless at math or anything remotely related to formulae. I detest parsley. I love the colour burgundy. My Macbook is my bestfriend and I've played with Macs since I was 15 so no, I didn't jump on the bandwagon. I have lofty dreams but I'm often afraid to chase them. I don't get angry I get disappointed. I intend to learn Spanish and German. Oh, and I think Liverpool kicksmajorass - I am not a fair-weathered fan. I think ambiguity is beautiful.


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lunes, julio 31, 2006
Sometimes, it scares me to realise how much of a burden I have to shoulder. Responsibility to nation, the armedforces, the family and to myself. All this and I'm barely 19.

So things have been the epitome of crazy, but I'm damn glad I have people around me who care. Baby I'm so sorry for worrying you this morning when I called you in camp and broke down. I'm so sorry. To jp and guAfeng too. Sigh. These are the rare times when I let that seemingly tough outer shell slip off - momentarily.

The Lake House was good. Though there were manymany times when we questioned the logic of it all. I suppose some things are just not meant to make sense. Sometimes I guess we've just gotta float along and not let too many questions overrun our minds - lest we crumble.

I just need to take my mind off the little iffy details and just get away for a while.
Vanessa Lim 2:27 p. m.