twenty years it's breaking you down
the name is vanessa but everybody calls me van. estranged ex-NJCanoeist of 2004/05 K2-500m. I'm a WSO (FIGHTER) trainee and I'm doing my BA(Hons) English and Politics in the University of York. I like fast cars, literature, art and tulips. I cannot cook. When I was younger I wanted to be an astronaut. I am hopeless at math or anything remotely related to formulae. I detest parsley. I love the colour burgundy. My Macbook is my bestfriend and I've played with Macs since I was 15 so no, I didn't jump on the bandwagon. I have lofty dreams but I'm often afraid to chase them. I don't get angry I get disappointed. I intend to learn Spanish and German. Oh, and I think Liverpool kicksmajorass - I am not a fair-weathered fan. I think ambiguity is beautiful.


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lunes, julio 24, 2006
My MOM ate all the Phish Food. RAAAAARGHGHGHGHGH mmmpbffft zzz.

Other than that, I'm in high spirits today. You know the veryvery nice feeling that you get when you're happy for no apparent reason? Yeah. Maybe I'm still sighing in contentment over yesterday - which was so blissfully perfect I felt like I had not a single care in the world. It really makes me wonder why we have moodswings. I wanna be just beaming and sunshiney forever. Yet I know I'd probably get irritated sometime tomorrow.. by that idiot that doesn't move to make way for people boarding the train.

Our predeparture thing today was pretty ok. Firstly it was specially for SAF scholars, so there were no uhm, PSC people around. (*whistles innocently*) Secondly, it was so much more relevant and to the point. I mean, why would I wanna learn about TAXES.. especially since I don't do Econs. Thirdly, the first presenter was SO ENTERTAINING. His presentation wasn't really a presentation but it was more like a storytelling session. He was saying how he left his metal spoon out in the cold and when he went back to his food his spoon got stuck on his lip what the freak. That left him with a huge chunk of skin missing from his lips for weeks. OWCH. I'm bringing plastic utensils over there man.

There was this personality assessment based on a quiz that I did like a millionyears ago. Apparently I am very Anxious. Anxiety level is 9/10. Uhoh. I'm wary and suspicious of people and I'm guarded. Perhaps this was me last year, but now at this moment I don't think I'm that jaded anymore. I mean, all the betrayal and grudges have just melted away, and I'm ready to believe in people again (: Thanks to you! -gringringrin-
Vanessa Lim 2:37 p. m.