Then again, we're really unlike those couples who can see each other almost every day, talk on the phone for hours on end, send smses and get reallyfast replies etcetc. I guess in a way it makes me treasure him more, and it makes me appreciate the little time we have together. I remember how in the notsodistant past, I used to wait and wait for HIS replies, stare dumbly at the phone and the MSN screen not knowing if he'd reply Now it's the waiting process happening all over again, but yet with baby it's different. It's waiting, but yet knowing that the wait would be fruitful. It's a silent affirmation and a quiet content in trusting that he WILL call back, he WILL reply, only that time stands in our way.

So even though we've got so little time with each other (and sometimes it really hurts when I need him but he can't talk to me) we're still as close as ever. I'm a real lucky girl to have found someone who's able to simplify everything and take away all the complexities in life. It's not the big thing that counts, but rather it's the million little things that he does that can make me smile. From the random and unexpected msgs at odd hours ("Yo! How's my baby girl?" 0916, 11 July) to the quickfire 5min phone calls, such miniscule gestures embody nothing but a stark, genuine truthfulness and sincerity. To sum it up, it's PURITY. And I know that's something he values a lot in life.


I'm one blessed girl.