Nothing, just nothing would have prepared me for this.

To me, everything now seems perfect. Even if I don't know what it'll be like 5 years from now, I'm just eternally grateful that I have this moment to immerse myself in. I'm thankful that you don't ask me to stay 1m away from you. That you voluntarily call me and risk getting caught after lightsout. I'm just feeling damn blessed that you're so willing to give your all to making things work. I'm thankful that you actually show me that you CARE. For all the wrongs you've seemed to put right just like *that. You're amazing.

I know you'll only read this this weekend, and I know too that I'll be in Brunei by the time you see this, but I just had to just.. create this entry. For youuu.

To see you when I wake up
is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
is a three-fold, utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said,
I miss you.
I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days, but already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care
and I miss you.

Incubus - I miss you

Take care while I'm gone okay. 1st June's gonna swing by before you know it :) *squish