So I made what probably was the biggest decision of my life. More important than my date for the impending social night, more important than my choice of uni. I'm crossing over to Air, to be a WSO Fighter - the missile guy behind the pilot in the F16. So.. there's gonna be a lot of hooha, I know, and a ton of pressure's gonna be on me to perform since I'll be a pioneer. Nevertheless, I'll prob see everything as a challenge, and a great opportunity for myself to make a difference and pave the way for future generations of female WSO Fighters to come. But I'll miss Sierra like shit. My Platoon1 Section3. My buddy. The remaining WOCC army people. The instructors.. man. This is so melodramatic. I love the army, I thoroughly enjoy what I'm doing now - live firing etc, but like what Woon Howe said, you must like what you do and not do what you like. Wise words indeed. He also pointed out to me that I'm prolly gonna be the only one there who's qualified to fire all four of the army service term weapons - Matador, M203, SAW and SAR21, not forgetting the M16 too. Fwahahaha.
Sigh, to people like Dav, Cher, Sam, Mel, Bea, Amanda, Vin, Chewy, Mo, Shiwei, Henry.. I miss you all SO SO MUCH. We've really gotta get together soon okay. Plus the girls team too. Sighs. I feel so estranged.
Vanessa Lim 3:35 a. m.