twenty years it's breaking you down
the name is vanessa but everybody calls me van. estranged ex-NJCanoeist of 2004/05 K2-500m. I'm a WSO (FIGHTER) trainee and I'm doing my BA(Hons) English and Politics in the University of York. I like fast cars, literature, art and tulips. I cannot cook. When I was younger I wanted to be an astronaut. I am hopeless at math or anything remotely related to formulae. I detest parsley. I love the colour burgundy. My Macbook is my bestfriend and I've played with Macs since I was 15 so no, I didn't jump on the bandwagon. I have lofty dreams but I'm often afraid to chase them. I don't get angry I get disappointed. I intend to learn Spanish and German. Oh, and I think Liverpool kicksmajorass - I am not a fair-weathered fan. I think ambiguity is beautiful.


now that you understand
THE LOVEDAngela Angele Ben Charlene Cher Chewy Dav Dee Ginana Huiying Jinping Lings Vin Xintian Yanye Yif
MISC SITES Deviantart Phirebrush A Softer World Duane Keiser - A painting a day Depthcore


THERE'S NO ONE AROUND
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005
10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006
06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006
07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006
08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006
09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006
10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006
11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006
12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007
01/01/2007 - 02/01/2007

TAKE A BREATH, JUST TAKE A SEAT
DECEMBRE/DECIEMBRE/DECEMBRO
02 -- Thong's bday
05 -- Shumin's bday
07 -- Howeeeeee's bday
08 -- Daddy's bday
09 -- Commsparade!
11 -- Politics exam, snowball
14 -- MY bday!!
15 -- End of term!!!!!!!! To London.
17 -- 07
18 -- Flying home!
19 -- Touchdown 1855 SQ321
30 -- Back to London

YOU'RE FALLING APART






AND BURSTING AT THE SEAMS
Flickr Image Host
Photobucket Image Host
Dafont ALL my fonts
77words @ LJTextures/Patterns
Juvenile CasualtyBrushes
Lyrics by: The Fray
sábado, diciembre 03, 2005
Music thingy

Open iTunes/iPod, Windows Media Player, or WinAmp to answer the following. Go to your library.
Answer, no matter how embarrasing it is.

How many songs: 1134

Sort by song title
First Song: 2+2=5, Radiohead
Last Song: Zui Hou De Zhan Yi, Jay Chou

Sort by time:
Shortest Song: Parachutes - Coldplay (0:46)
Longest Song: Sfven-g-englar - Sigur Ros (10:04)

Sort by album:
First Album: 'Decade' Disc 2 - Neil Young
Last Album: Yoko - Beulah

Top Five Most Played Songs:
1) Something Good - Julie Andrews & Christopher Plummer
2) All My Life - KC&Jojo
3) Other Side - Red Hot Chilli Peppers
4) God-Shaped Hole - Plumb
5) If Only - Goldfinger

First song that comes up on Shuffle: Magic Hours - Explosions in the Sky

Search ....
"sex", how many songs come up? ZERO. Yes, I'm innocent like that.
"death", 23
"love", 71
"you", 166

Right. So that was a preview into how boring van's life is now. Hmm. Today's IJ lunch with Mr Ng was SUPER FUNNY. Laughed till my sides ached. Halfway through Vin called and told me some stuff that really really affected me, but I managed to push it to the back of my mind. I hate how some people are so cowardly, how they just avoid all the problems and seek escapism. Asswipes.

Anyway, I was really thinking after talking to Squishy, like how really we're kinda alike, but yet really really different. In his own words, he's "passive" but I'm rather "impulsive" and "rash". Yet I think Squishy's one of the few guys that I actually feel I can really talk to without having to endure mindless lameshitness and nonsense-spewing. I think it's the same with many of my close friends too, not just Squishy. (EH I'M COMPLIMENTING YOU OK, SQUISH.) Ya, look at Dav. She's this insane shopaholic but I'm the one who's really tight with my allowance. Yet we're so damn close and not to mention, similar. Also, there's people like.. Chew, Vin... many many more. It's so weird..

Shant talk about training today. I'm kinda infuriated. Looking forward to tomorrow with the girls :)
Vanessa Lim 3:09 p. m.