What do you do when you know that the situation you're in is so WRONG but you can't seem to do anything about it? You know that the RIGHT thing is out there but yet its so elusive and.. ignis fatuus. It's not like you're not aware. You are, but yet you can't extricate yourself. It's like the invisible cords binding you down firmly, watching you squirm, powerless and defenceless. Why?
Must be strangely exciting to watch the stoic squirm. It's like.. you really want to straighten things out and hope that everything will cease to fluctuate, hope the clock will stop ticking, the earth will stop spinning.. hope that one day everything will just STOPSTOPSTOP and not move anymore. Inertia, crispy or original? Then you will snuggle up in a corner, away from everyone and only then, when things seem so static, will you be blissfully safe.
I know it's out there. I know. I believe what's right for me will eventually fall into place. Eventually. But what Fate decides, may not be what I think best for myself. Cruelty, cruciate.
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Coldplay -- Fix You
Vanessa Lim 1:17 p. m.
