I think I've never felt more unconfident about a paper.. even worse than math. I don't even know what I'm doing for Dio's paper. Speaking of Dio, better not let me see him again. Up till now he hasn't returned my bloody gp essay, and my two Herbert essays. THE PAPER IS FREAKING TOMORROW!!!! Plus he's not replying my msgs and answering my calls. OMG. I think he's gone into hiding cos apparently Sam has been bombarding him too. His lettertray has been empty since Thursday, or sooner, I don't know. I had this impulse to slide the tray out from its hinges and THROW IT AWAY. I mean, he doesn't need it does he?? Shit if the two poems I did for him come out tomorrow, I'm gonna just.. well I don't know what I can do but I'm damn frustrated. I should have done more history essays instead of doing THREE for him which he never returned!!!!!!
Ok van, chill, calm down. YOU'RE STILL IN THIS. Breathe van, breathe.
Vanessa Lim 1:14 p. m.