Was at KAP in the morning, then left cos he had to go to school for consultation. I went home thinking I could have a NICE PEACEFUL TIME but boy was I shit wrong. The people living directly above me decide to do MAJOR construction ie hacking the floors and drilling walls and I was like ^%%^$*@&*^&%$^&#! I couldn't even hear myself think! I entered the house, took my snapple and dashed out again. I realise now that I have a phobia of loud noises. I just RAN out to the freaking bus stop and boarded the first bus which took me thankfully to Aljunied station then I boarded the first train which was towards BoonLay. So just followed the crowd to City Hall and somehow I ended up in town at Taka Coffee Bean. Only then was I able to breathe properly again.
Unfortunately it's times when I'm alone that I start getting all tense and squirmish. Managed to somehow make my Chocolate of a Thousand Leaves slice of cake last for 2hours while I completed some math. Wanted to go home but instead found myself bypassing Orchard station and walking to Somerset instead. Met Tiffany! :) Yeah anyway as I was walking.. crazy things started running through my mind and I was pretty much zoned out. I could almost hear Damien Rice's The Blowers Daughter playing in the background a la the opening scenes of Closer. Then Karyn White's Superwoman began playing on my ipod and the lyrics totally jolted me to my senses.
These days I don't know what I'm doing at all. Just going through the motion.
Vanessa Lim 1:30 p. m.