Nostalgia like ohmygawwwsh. What kinda rut are you getting yourself into? AEP celebratory dinner at Country Manna today was great. Had a fantastic time laughing and really took my mind off things that have been bugging me real bad. Yeah it was fantastic. Really. Thank you. Went to CMPB today! (Not for me of course.) He was Pes B-ed cos of his eyesight.. well it's quite scary. They said that the retina of his right eye was like detached or something and his nerves were in danger of degenerating ohmyfuck. JUSTIN ONGSHUWEI if you're reading this.. you better go check your eyes man. (Btw I still owe you your CLOSER dvd ooooops what to do, Jude Law is too sexy.)

Are we doing things for the sake of doing things why don't we think long term instead of settling for the moment. I know it's nice to have whims and fancies and little idiosyncratic acts once in a while but being too flamboyant isn't that great all the time. Sometimes we must ask ourselves those questions even though we know we won't like the answers it's so stupid isn't it. Look at my horrible sentence structure and my disgusting lack of punctuation and you'll know that I really am very stream-of-consciousness for all the scenes from life's blockbuster flash like speedbullets across the universe. Trying to slow down but before I can catch up it's all gone and disappeared.

Sometimes we need to evaluate but it's crazy to keep evaluating and reaching zilch consensus. reconciliation of differences and issues is necessary but seems very unattainable for neither one is willing to take the extra step. well i understand how change has wielded its double-edged sword on events but isn't it possible to make the exception and try to evade its arms. I guess it's just me.