LINGS! Yay today at IJ was fun.. the new building.. sigh. Things change, but like they say, you can take the girl out of the convent, but you can't take the convent out of the girl :)

I've been listening to Alanis Morissette.. I don't know if it's a reflection of my mood these days, but her poignant lyrics, melancholic tunes really appeal to me now. Weird. Yeah, it's a sign of where my state of mind lies.. totally. Urgh. Shit this is turning into an angsty rambling thing! Not good not good. SO if you don't like angst don't read this.

I want to just be a hermit in the mountains of like, Switzerland. What the hell is going on? I don't get it.. I honestly don't. It's driving me crazy, eating me such that I'm bloody imploding. Let me warn you - if I seem unnaturally high in school, something is damn wrong. If I call you one day to tell you I'm at the Esplanade alone, something is wrong. But one thing's for sure, I damn well will not crumble. I will mope, pent it up, bottle everything, but I will not fall. I WILL NOT BOW DOWN. Even if it kills me, I will pick myself up.

But maybe, I can't do this alone.