Honestly speaking, thank you for listening, but I really didn't need you telling me how perfect your life is now. I mean, you're listening to my crap because you felt bad about walking off and you didn't even KNOW I was upset till I told you. So I know we both have separate lives now and we both know very well that mine is pretty screwed up, so the last thing I needed was you revelling me with tales about how amazing it's been ever since last year. But props to you for caring, or I'd like to say - pretending to care.

Anyway, I needed assurance and I got it today, so thank you to you who's involved in making my day the best I've had in a long while. Thank you dav for retail therapy. :) I'm gonna take everyone's advice and just.. give it another chance I suppose. Considering the remorse you showed, I'm hoping that my faith in you will NOT waver again.