twenty years it's breaking you down
the name is vanessa but everybody calls me van. estranged ex-NJCanoeist of 2004/05 K2-500m. I'm a WSO (FIGHTER) trainee and I'm doing my BA(Hons) English and Politics in the University of York. I like fast cars, literature, art and tulips. I cannot cook. When I was younger I wanted to be an astronaut. I am hopeless at math or anything remotely related to formulae. I detest parsley. I love the colour burgundy. My Macbook is my bestfriend and I've played with Macs since I was 15 so no, I didn't jump on the bandwagon. I have lofty dreams but I'm often afraid to chase them. I don't get angry I get disappointed. I intend to learn Spanish and German. Oh, and I think Liverpool kicksmajorass - I am not a fair-weathered fan. I think ambiguity is beautiful.


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miércoles, agosto 24, 2005
Terribly sorry about today. Really wished I could have said yes to dinner but I had to rush a lot of crap for art. Ended up staying in school till 830, but when I walked out, the bloody gate was locked with a sign saying "Toilet Break, 10 mins". SO I waited for a DAMN 20mins before the asshole of a guard came out. I was fuming that I sent Jerome into the toilet to chase him. Haha.

Anyway, to youuu I'm really really sorry.. its just that we're on different wavelengths most of the time. I guess it's true what they say about opposites attracting huh? Neither of us are at fault but I do wish you could be a little more open-minded and less self-possesed at times. What you said really hurt me, but I guess I've gotta give and take since I caused you to react this way in the first place. I honestly don't mean any harm at all, and I stand by everything I said. I know in my heart what's right and I believe I've found it in you. Perhaps there might be potholes where you suddenly lose your footing and plummet in, but you just gotta climb up and out, ignore the grime and dregs left over, and look towards the sky. (THE CASTLE)

As I look back at these 10 months or so since I've gotten to know you better, I realise that I must have been insanely blind or numb not to have found the connection sooner. Anyhow, better late than never, no? It's so surreal.. the fact that next year we'll be seeing less of each other. (This applies to people like Chew, Shiwei, Henry, Vin too) But you know what? Throw us the challenge. I'm up for it. WE'RE up for it.
Vanessa Lim 2:46 p. m.