when time and confusion collide

the name is vanessa but everybody calls me van. estranged ex-NJCanoeist of 2004/05 K2-500m. I'm a WSO (FIGHTER) trainee and I'm doing my BA(Hons) English and Politics in the University of York. I like fast cars, literature, art and tulips. I cannot cook. When I was younger I wanted to be an astronaut. I am hopeless at math or anything remotely related to formulae. I detest parsley. I love the colour burgundy. My Macbook is my bestfriend and I've played with Macs since I was 15 so no, I didn't jump on the bandwagon. I have lofty dreams but I'm often afraid to chase them. I don't get angry I get disappointed. I intend to learn Spanish and German. Oh, and I think Liverpool kicksmajorass - I am not a fair-weathered fan. I think ambiguity is beautiful.

DECEMBRE/DECIEMBRE/DECEMBRO
02 -- Thong's bday
05 -- Shumin's bday
07 -- Howeeeeee's bday
08 -- Daddy's bday
09 -- Commsparade!
11 -- Politics exam, snowball
14 -- MY bday!!
15 -- End of term!!!!!!!! To London.
17 -- 07
18 -- Flying home!
19 -- Touchdown 1855 SQ321
30 -- Back to London

Flickr Image Host
Photobucket Image Host
Dafont ALL my fonts
77words @ LJTextures/Patterns
Juvenile CasualtyBrushes
Lyrics by: The Fray

I'm really pissed. My cam is screwed and I can't take photos for colours tmr. Desperately trying to source a camera from people.

Mobilised the entire junior guys team today to help me for art. I was like "Ask everyone to come down to the art room third level NOW. van needs help." Thanks to Sean and Liyuan who very sportingly agreed to be my models today. I know it must be awkward, doing weird body contortions and stuff, but the photos turned out really really nice especially when I print them out A4 size. There are some exceptionally beautiful ones which I'm very happy with. Thanks guys, you're the bestest juniors ever, unlike the rest who were SO RELUCTANT. Especially you. Made me hate you even more. I was THAT desperate that I had to approach you, but yet, you can't even give me face. Bastard.

Oh and for the record, I ponned school for the first time in 17+ years today to rush D&P. Then I went to school only to be told that D&P was postponed. I RUINED MY CLEAN RECORD FOR NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!