when time and confusion collide

the name is vanessa but everybody calls me van. estranged ex-NJCanoeist of 2004/05 K2-500m. I'm a WSO (FIGHTER) trainee and I'm doing my BA(Hons) English and Politics in the University of York. I like fast cars, literature, art and tulips. I cannot cook. When I was younger I wanted to be an astronaut. I am hopeless at math or anything remotely related to formulae. I detest parsley. I love the colour burgundy. My Macbook is my bestfriend and I've played with Macs since I was 15 so no, I didn't jump on the bandwagon. I have lofty dreams but I'm often afraid to chase them. I don't get angry I get disappointed. I intend to learn Spanish and German. Oh, and I think Liverpool kicksmajorass - I am not a fair-weathered fan. I think ambiguity is beautiful.

DECEMBRE/DECIEMBRE/DECEMBRO
02 -- Thong's bday
05 -- Shumin's bday
07 -- Howeeeeee's bday
08 -- Daddy's bday
09 -- Commsparade!
11 -- Politics exam, snowball
14 -- MY bday!!
15 -- End of term!!!!!!!! To London.
17 -- 07
18 -- Flying home!
19 -- Touchdown 1855 SQ321
30 -- Back to London

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I can't breathe. My nose is stuffed up and there seems to be mucus but when I blow nothing comes out. Stupid olfactory system. Anyway. Major PMS-ing today. Everyone and everything annoyed me, from the irritating Lignum councillor this morning doing that pathetic lacklustre cheer (ok, it wasn't her fault but I was just cheesed off and annoyed at her act-cuteness) to Dav talking to me about a certain person, to someone who made a really fucking slap-deserving comment to me (albeit jokingly) - to which I snapped back very untactfully "why don't you look in the mirror?"

I'm glad I'm making some semblance of a progress with coursework. The pace has been sloooow, but I guess now that the season's over - I'm totally not interested about the k1 10000m or the k4 500m during NCC - I suppose it's time to pick things up and buck up. Mr Lee brought me and Char to Linden Drive to look for fungi. It was SO beautiful. The fungus reminded us of human skin.. the folds, the overlapping.. it was just breathtaking. Took photos with Char's cam. Yay.

It seems like we're hitting pothole after pothole in the road. And you know what.. I'm really exhausted. Really.