Modem's finally working. Yay. One whole week without the net proves hazardous, especially if you got FOUR sets of history lecture notes to print out. It's been a whirlwind of a week, what with me getting undiluted, un-neutralised hydrogen peroxide contact lens solution in my eye. (Causing me to be blind for 15 minutes and hence missing morning training) Plus the PB for 2.4 - 11.06 -- Thanks Justin, owe you one. Apart from the 2.4, eveything's been messed up. It's just staring at me right in the face.. things are taking a slide. Despite the fact that I resolve to stick my head up high and not let things get me down, it's so obvious that I can't run away from the fact that I'm getting bogged down.
Does the problem lie with me? Maybe I'm pinning all the blame on you.. when actually it's me. Perhaps things are not what you anticipated, perhaps you thought wrong from the beginning. I guess I'm tying you down, and that's what I don't want. Sometimes I honestly wish I knew you better, and vice versa. Perhaps if we did take the time to understand each other better things won't be like how it is now. Seems that everything is just.. slipping away from us. It's one way traffic for now, and it hurts.
Vanessa Lim 1:38 p. m.
