Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears 'cause your only almost here
I'm a monumental idiot. I don't know why it's been reduced to such a state. Things have changed, no matter how much you might deny it. I'm sick of believing your lies. I hate it when you take things for granted, when you take ME for granted. I won't always be there when you expect me to. When I need you, you just fucking disappear because you're too caught up with your own LIFE to even bother about the people around you. I don't wish to be led on a leash, tied by a noose. It's the last straw, and I've had just about enough.
But you know what? Something tells me I'm gonna take all those cutting words back and give you chance after chance again. That's how bloody pathetic I am.
Vanessa Lim 2:09 p. m.
