My moods are so mercurial these days. I can fluctuate from the "oxygen is my helium" mode to overflowing bowls of bitchflakes. I'm sorry to those people who got all worried because I was upset on Wednesday and started pouring ungodly amounts of chilli into my yongtaufoo. I'm fine now I think. Actually I'm feeling very very high now. All airheaded and giggly, and I haven't the slightest inkling about what made me so high. Note that I use the word "high" and not "happy".


Look at your keyboard, locate the ESC key and press down on it, hard.


Maybe it'll all go away if I press hard enough, if I exert enough pressure. For now it is temporary relief, but I know it'll happen all over again. I've been pressing the escape key too many times, it's become my cocaine. It's an overreliance on escapism, rather than facing things head on. Cowardly, maybe, but I do have a rationale.


SDBA. Sunday and Monday. ARGH. Helpme, I'm seriously flipping out.