This week has been hell. Pure, unadultarated hell. For the first time this year, I can truly say that I've had a productive week. What with mugging real hard and completing most of my work, I honestly feel competent and satisfied - which explains the lack of entries here. I haven't been online much actually.
Cheryl: Just wanna let you know that we'll be here for you to bitch to, for you to cry on etcetc. I really sincerely hope you'll not look at the world through rose-tinted glasses for that can be really dangerous. Blame the cynic in me, but believe me, you'll never realise how mean people can be till you experience the full blast yourself. I love you babe, if you ever need some girl-to-girl talk you can always come to us yeah?
Honestly, some people are just rotten to the core. I guess past experiences have really changed my perspective on life. I've become more apprehensive, that's for sure, and I've stopped thinking that my glass will always be half-full. Perhaps I'm jaded, but I don't think I have much of a choice. I've also become more negative, and I always prepare myself for the worst, so when the worst happens, I won't be caught shell-shocked. Maybe you might say that it's not healthy to think like that all the time, but it helps me to cope. Honestly.
To someone: You perplex me.
Vanessa Lim 2:21 p. m.
