twenty years it's breaking you down
the name is vanessa but everybody calls me van. estranged ex-NJCanoeist of 2004/05 K2-500m. I'm a WSO (FIGHTER) trainee and I'm doing my BA(Hons) English and Politics in the University of York. I like fast cars, literature, art and tulips. I cannot cook. When I was younger I wanted to be an astronaut. I am hopeless at math or anything remotely related to formulae. I detest parsley. I love the colour burgundy. My Macbook is my bestfriend and I've played with Macs since I was 15 so no, I didn't jump on the bandwagon. I have lofty dreams but I'm often afraid to chase them. I don't get angry I get disappointed. I intend to learn Spanish and German. Oh, and I think Liverpool kicksmajorass - I am not a fair-weathered fan. I think ambiguity is beautiful.


now that you understand
THE LOVEDAngela Angele Ben Charlene Cher Chewy Dav Dee Ginana Huiying Jinping Lings Vin Xintian Yanye Yif
MISC SITES Deviantart Phirebrush A Softer World Duane Keiser - A painting a day Depthcore


THERE'S NO ONE AROUND
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005
10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006
06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006
07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006
08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006
09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006
10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006
11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006
12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007
01/01/2007 - 02/01/2007

TAKE A BREATH, JUST TAKE A SEAT
DECEMBRE/DECIEMBRE/DECEMBRO
02 -- Thong's bday
05 -- Shumin's bday
07 -- Howeeeeee's bday
08 -- Daddy's bday
09 -- Commsparade!
11 -- Politics exam, snowball
14 -- MY bday!!
15 -- End of term!!!!!!!! To London.
17 -- 07
18 -- Flying home!
19 -- Touchdown 1855 SQ321
30 -- Back to London

YOU'RE FALLING APART






AND BURSTING AT THE SEAMS
Flickr Image Host
Photobucket Image Host
Dafont ALL my fonts
77words @ LJTextures/Patterns
Juvenile CasualtyBrushes
Lyrics by: The Fray
viernes, diciembre 10, 2004
Fate grabs you by the arm, and twists it. Even when you're yelling out in pain, it still won't let go. Fate gives you a moment of absolute joy, and then wrenches it away from you, bringing you back to square one again.

I don't want something fleeting, something transitory. Happiness. Short-lived happiness. It flickers, fades. Three, two, one, it's gone.

Fate coerces you to do things you don't want to do, even if it's the most difficult thing you have to do. Fate makes you let go of things you want to hold on with your LIFE. We are the playthings of Fate. Cruciate. Hear. Hear it's maniacal laughter. Hear it mocking you, enjoying every single nanosecond of your torment. Fate changes the things you want to remain status-quo. A slight gust of wind, and when you open your eyes, everything you've built up is swept away. Eternally lost.

"Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
Each pray'r accepted, each wish resign'd."
Vanessa Lim 1:35 p. m.